When will I be The True Muslimah

Hurm...semalam aku terbaca post dari satu blog ni...and hati aku tersentap bila sedar apa yang dikatakan tuu terkena batang hidung sendiri...memang ramai muslimah didunia ini but the true muslimah definitely hard to find...

Yess!that's me...me who wears hijab and KONONnya cover my aurah...i don't know when will i get that title...it's hard to turn myself...

Untuk merosakkan diri sendri sangat senang daripada nak membaiki diri...walaupun aku sedih tengok ramai junior aku kat fb pakai skirt segala bagai tapi aku sendiri sedih tengok diri aku yang tak sempurna...yess!takde benda yang sempurna kat dunia ni tapi tak salah untuk aku berusaha nak jadi sempurna...bukan sepenuhnya pun takpe laa...so that i deserve to got a good future husband and he also deserve to got me...

Ayah cakap the first thing that you should take a look on a guy before getting any serious relation is IMAN so that he can lead you to a better way...and then aku terpikir...if perempuan nak suami yang beriman...for sure lelaki pun nak benda yang sama kan??

Didn't think that I will wear purdah but I will always pray and try to become a better person...

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Antara Kawan dan Keluarga

Dua K yang aku maksudkan ialah KAWAN dan KELUARGA. Kawan yang korang perlu paham ialah orang2 sekeliling korang yang mengenali korang dan korang mengenali mereka. Kawan tidak sesuai diklasifikasikan sebagai sahabat kerana sahabat boleh menjadi kawan korang tetapi kawan tidak boleh menjadi sahabat korang. Ada pahem? Hehe~ Keluarga pula seperti yang korang sedia maklum ialah famlily korang. Kakaka~ Maafkan aku sebab sudah syiok sendiri daa. Ok2. Keluarga korang adalah seperti atuk, nenek, ibu, ayah, adik beradik, dan saudara mara. 

Perbezaan yang aku nak jadikan main point di sini adalah hubungan antara kawan dan keluarga. Mungkin ada diantara korang yang mengatakan bahawa hubungan korang lebih rapat apabila berada dengan kawan2 daripada berada dengan keluarga. Aku tak menolak kata2 korang tuu sebab mungkin ada diantara keluarga korang yang sibuk segala bagai dan tak ada masa dengan keluarga. Tapi cuba korang bermuhasabah dan ingat apa jasa kawan korang dan jasa keluarga korang terhadap korang selama korang hidup kat dunia Allah ni.

Cuba korang renungkan apa yang terjadi bila korang bergaduh dengan kawan dan bila korang gaduh dengan keluarga korang. Cuba korang fikir sebenarnya siapa yang lagi penting antara kawan dan keluarga dalam hidup korang. Cuba korang tetapkan dalam fikiran siapakah antara kawan dan keluarga yang akan membantu korang dikala korang susah. Tolak ego jauh2. Tolak dendam jauh2. Simpan dalam hati apa yang patut. Baca bismillah sebelum menentukan sesuatu. Semoga hidup kalian dunia akhirat dirahmati Allah. Mohon Allah menjauhi kita semua dari segala kemungkaran. Amin.

*Segala apa yang tertulis adalah ikhlas dari hati aku dan aku tiada niat untuk menyakitkan hati sesiapa. Maafkan andai terdapat salah silap. :)

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My Will

As i wrote...this post is about my will...

1.  To ibu and ayah, i'm sorry because i always hurt your feeling with my sulky face if i didn't get anything that i want even at last i didn't get it too because of your strictness...i know both of you did it for my own good but i can't avoid my frustation face...i'm sorry too because disapoint both of you on many aspect - exam result, behavior, akhlak and many more that i can't think - that i did without realized it...i'm very sorry for my sins towards both of you...

2.  To my siblings, along,addin,nana,ariff, i'm sorry for become a bad sister to all of you...i knew that all of you don't like my behavior, my temper, my lecturer that meant nothing to you...to along, i'm sorry for my disrespectful towards you sometimes...to addin,nana,ariff, i'm sorry for not become a lovely sister like other sister outside there...i always get angry and lose my temper to all of you...i'm very sorry...

3.  To my bestie @ BFF Anis, i'm sorry because i didn't did my best to became the bestest friend to you...i always tought that you don't love me anymore when we're far apart - you went to matriculation and i went to PJ - and i always want to cry when i think about it...but then when i had semester break you gave me  a message...you said that you want to meet me because you miss me...that time i almost cried because my chlidish tought...i'm sorry because i forget the date of your birthday last year...i'm sorry for what i have done that you dislike...

4.  To my lovely boy Muhammad Amirul Amir, i'm sorry for what i have done...i'm sorry for everything...i'm sorry for my selfishness...i'm sorry when i don't have besides you when you're in difficulties...i'm sorry for leave you alone...i'm still love you even though we had broke even now you don't believe that i'm still loving you...even i have many friends @ boyfriends but you're always in my heart...i don't know why but i feels like you have taken all my feelings...it is normal when a handsome guy walks in front of a girl and the girl will feels like WHOOAA~that feeling came to me to...it is call praise Allah's creature...and if you feels like that too i won't be mad...just that feeling ok...not more than that...

5.  To all my friends, i can't mention your name here because all the people that i know is my friend, it is too many guys, i love all of you...thank you for become a good friend to me even i always laughing at you, make a joke about you, say bad things about you, disturb you when you want to study, take your handphone to play games, and did many more things that annoyed all of you...i'm sorry if you hate me...i'm sorry for my inadvertent bad talks about you...

6.  To all Allah's creature in this universe, i'm very very sorry for all my fault that i did towards you...either i realize it or not...

- I'm sorry for all i had done - I hope you forgive me - I don't want to suffer after i die -

PLEASE

*I'm sorry if i did grammar mistake... :)

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Tips untuk Kurangkan Kebuncitan Mu

'I rasa I dah  gemuk laa.esok nak g jog laa camni.'

'Gemuk ke?I nampak U sekeping jee.mengada laa nak kurus2 lagi.

Dalam hati --> 'Kau nampak luaran je beb.dalaman takkan aku nak tunjuk jugak kot.=.= '

Situasi ni pernah or sering jadi kat korang tak??hehe...actuallly ni situasi yang selalu aku alami bila aku cakap kat member yang aku nak kuruskan badan...

Now aku nak kongsi tips untuk kurangkan @ elakkan perut korang dari menjadi buncit...wakaka...

1. Baca doa sebelum makan. (wajib!)

2. Makan dalam kuantiti yang sederhana.

3. After makan amalkan minum air suam.elakkan minum air sejuk. (baik untuk penghadaman.kalau pedas pun minum air suam lagi cepat hilang pedas tuu.)

4. Kalau nak diet pun dinner tuu WAJIB makan.ikot diet Rasullullah.

5. Dinner before 9pm.after 9pm dah tak elok sebab perut nak proses makanan tuu.

6. Kalau pergi jog tuu, while you jog twist your waist.

Aku rase ni jela yang dapat aku pikir buat masa ni...kalau ada pape lagi nanti aku tambah la ye...hehe...this is only my opinion...kalau ade yang rase salah tuu korang roger2 laa aku ye...takut karang mati pulak anak orang...

Tapi aku rase diet aku pun tunggang terbalik jugak...susah koooottttt nak maintainkan diet...nak tambahkan berat senang laa pulak...teringat lagi ayah aku gelak je bila aku kata nak diet...hehe...

Sarapan macam RAJA...makan tengah hari macam RAKYAT BIASA...makan malam macam ORANG TAKDE KERJA... *kekeke...saje je ubah ayat last tuu...

Aku rase semua aku makan sama jee...plus malam yang terover sikit sebab laparrrr...hehe...

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Mengimbau Kenangan Lalu

Hurmm...bila bosan2 ni tetiba otak terimbau benda2 yang lepas...dah 2bulan lebih aku putus tapi still contact dengan dia till now...selalu ada problem...macam still couple...aku still sayang dia tapi dia susah nak percayakan aku...maybe sebab kiteorang dah takde pape so aku pun let go je ape2 yang dia tak percaya tuu...lagi dia suspicious laa kan??hurm...aku pun dah tak tau nak buat ape sebab for me...if i said that im still loving u, so i really meant it...kalau kau tak percaya lagi and still kata aku ada jantan lain aku nak buat ape lagi...

I want to tell you that you are the one for me but i don't know how... :(

My heart belongs to you.

My soul dies for you.

My eyes cry for you.

My empty arms reach out for you.

*Credit to Mr. Google

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Students Vs Exam

Fuuuhhhh~lega aku bila dah habis exam ni...blog ni pulak yang dah bersawang tahap cipanzi wa cakap sama lu...punya lame aku tak post pape...tapi masalahnya...bila laptop takde kat depan mata otak terpikir macam2 nak tulis tapi bila laptop ade, semua benda yang aku nak membebel dah lupe...tapi takpe...aku still akan perah otak aku untuk cari bahan bebelan aku ni...hehe...

' Students lagi terer dari lecturer bila nak exam sebab students boleh habiskan chapter yang lecturer ajar 4 bulan dalam masa satu hari je. '

Aku dapat ayat ni kat status manusia mana tah kat fb tu...haha...betul jugak..realiti kehidupan aku...and 

then bila nak exam esok pagi malam tu baru laa terheges-heges pahamkan benda yang tak paham...habis naik turun bilik orang tanya...selama ni bila lecturer tanya dalam kelas paham or tak semua angguk je...almaklumlah...semuanya penyegan...kahkah...hambek kau!bajet penyegan sangat...nak exam baru tau makna juling mata...err..ade kne mgena ke mira??

Korang nak tengok perbezaan meja budak yang study hard dengan budak yang study smart??

wakakaka...ni dia keadaan meja budak yang study hard -->

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Ni pulak meja budak yang study smart -->

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Err...adakah aku letak gambar terbalik??hehehe...

*Haha..jangan marah ye tikah...saje gurau2...ngee~

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